Dude, Where's my MiniVan? 

Dude, Where's my MiniVan?

This is unbelievable. I cannot believe what happened to Nancy and I last night. She arrived at the apartment at 7:40 PM last night. This woman stopped and went shopping. She bought me groceries. Can you believe that? She comes to the apartment with her arms full of groceries, and wine. Damn. Thank you, thank you, thank you! We hang out in the candle lit apartment. We smoked. We drank fine red wine. We made love. We danced. We held each other. We cried. We laughed. We had fun. :-)

We both parked out front. We both went to the balcony for a Camel Light. Nancy saw my face turn to shock. Our vehicles were gone!!!!!! Jesus, Jesus, Jesus we said!!!! Holy shit what are we going to do...it was late and she had to get going home soon.

I don't know what it was...maybe the alcohol, maybe the company, not sure yet, but whatever it was we both got it in our head that she could just stay the night!!! We were giddy like children, planning our story, flushing out details, working scenarios.

Unfortunetly, reality got the better of us and Nancy needed to go home. I so understood. That dream though was magic. For a short time we were high. Untouchable. Spending the night like lovers do.

We made love twice last night. It was beautiful. She is beautiful. Magical. She takes my breathe away when I look at her flat stomach, her rib cage, her perfect breasts, her feminine curves. I really need to concentrate to breathe when she undresses. She has a dark Mediterranean complexion, smooth silky dark hair, and the most gorgeous dark brown eyes you have ever seen. French dark roast. I love her.

I need you to think of her right now. She too is in a difficult situation with her spouse. Please send her positive thoughts of encouragement and strength. Let her know she is in your thoughts.....she is in mine.

I think I need to go now. I have a therapy session at 1:00 today. My therapist doesn't know yet. This will be strange rehashing the past week again. I am just starting to even begin accepting the notion that I no longer living at home. It will be strange :)

Nancy, be strong today. Keep your chin up and know that I am with you if things are difficult. I am now only a phone call away if you need anything. I love you.

-dave

My song to her....sums it up pretty well I think :-)

Crush

Crazy how it feels tonight
Crazy how you make it all alright love
Crush me with the things you do
And I do for you anything too
Sitting smoking feeling high
And in this moment it feels so right

Lovely lady
I am at your feet
God I want you so badly
And I wonder this
Could tomorrow be
So wondrous as you there sleeping
Let's go drive 'till morning comes
And watch the sunrise and fill our souls up
Drink some wine 'till we get drunk

It's crazy I'm thinking
Just knowing that the world is round
And here I'm dancing on the ground
Am I right side up or upside down
And is this real or am I dreaming

Lovely lady
Let me drink you please
Won't spill a drop, no, I promise you
Lying under this spell you cast on me
Each moment
The more I love you
Crush me
Come on, oh yeah

It's crazy I'm thinking
Just knowing that the world is round
And here I'm dancing on the ground
Am I right side up or upside down
Is this real or am I dreaming

Lovely lady
I will treat you sweetly
Adore you I mean you crush me
And it's times like these
When my faith I feel
And I know how I love you
Come on, Come on
Baby

It's crazy I'm thinking
Just as long as you're around
And here I'll be dancing on the ground
Am I right side up or upside down
To each other we'll be facing
My love
By love
We'll beat back the pain we've found
You know
I mean to tell you all the things I've been thinking deep inside
My friend
Each moment the more I love you

Crush me
Come on
Baby
So much you have given love
That I would give you back again and again
Oh my love
Meaning I'll hold you
But please please just let me always