Crash into me..........
I picked her up at work today at 4:45. She embraced me when I saw her, there were tears in her eyes. They were for me, for mine were spent. Her beautiful face wore grief like a mask. Something unnatural for her. I held her close and told her everything would be okay. She was crying in my arms. We smoked. Nerves calm. We left.
A night of firsts on so many levels. We had drive through coffee!!!! I loved handing her the coffee as the attendant handed it to me :). We drank we smoked, we waited. We went for drinks. Beer. It was our first glass of beer together. I know this woman's soul and we just shared our first beer together. Is that fucked? Or is that something so special that words can't describe it. I prefer to think it is the latter. We then secured my apartment tonight. 2 bills later its mine. I move in Monday. Nancy will be there to meet me. Help me.
Then, like two legitimate lovers, we strolled hand in hand down a trendy street in our city. Bars, pubs, restaurants, night life...we didn't care...we went with it. We lived in the moment. We were lost in one another. I have never had an evening like this before. I couldn't stop looking her in the eyes. Touching her. Caressing her face. Kissing her. We said fuck it. We wanted to live and feel. We so did. We drank more beer. I ordered a bottle of red. Wolf Blass. Yellow Label. They were out. hehehe. We had another red. It was nice. We sat at the bar. My feet on her chair hers on mine. We just looked at one another and talked and talked and talked for hours. It was great. It was wonderful. We moved to a table in the back enjoyed our wine and appetizers. Now Nancy has never had mussles before...so I insisted we go for it! I would have to say she enjoyed them ;-)
We ate dinner at around 9, and we enjoyed dinner. We so enjoyed dinner. The company wasn't too bad either ;) We had a Prawn Penne dish with a creme sauce with cilantro, garlic, tomatoes and peppers. Damn it was delicious. That was the first bite of food that stayed in my stomach since Thursday at 2:30.
The trendy restaurant had a basement club with a local DJ spinning his grooves. I asked her. I was so worried she needed to get home. But I asked her anyway. The answer was a responsive, attentive, lovingly adoring 'yes'. Let's go dancing! She wanted to! I was thrilled. We went into the club and she grabbed us sexy seats in the Red Room. Damn. I ordered Vodka Cosmopolitans and crashed with her in the lounge seats we had. Damn. I was all over her in this club. Playful teasing grabs. We played two games of pool. She legitimitly beat me in both games. Damn. I enjoyed playing pool with Nancy. It was more of a sexual dance between us than a game of pool. Predator and prey. I found it highly intoxicating. This woman is a sensual being that exudes sexuality, femininity. People were watching her. Every man that passed us checked her out. I felt proud to walk beside her. I felt proud to know that I love this woman, and that that love is unquestionably returned.
We went parking tonight. It was intense. We couldn't wait until Monday. There was no way. The whole evening was foreplay to one final incredibly climactic powerful act. The comfort between us is unparalleled to anything I have ever experienced. There are no anxieties about body image, no bullshit worries about negativity. We are there for each other in the time we have. We cherish that time ....the seconds. We really do.
I took her home. I gave her my last cigarette. I told her I loved her. Then I raced home to try and capture my thoughts while they were fresh in my mind.
Tonight was incredible, unparalleled to anything, any date, any woman, anything, I have ever experienced in my life. I mean that.
iTunes playing while writing......
Song - Artist
Nothing Special - Local H.
Plush - Stone Temple Pilots
Rudy - Supertramp
Moby - Extreme Ways
Army Ants - Stone Temple Pilots
Big Eyed Fish - Dave Matthews Band
Take a picture - Filter
Ok.....3:12 AM....time to check in on my lover :-)
Later
-dave
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